self esteem now does not exist
Getting back into restricting is honestly the best feeling in the world. It makes you feel like you FINALLY have control over yourself again.
SW|152 CW|138 GW|110
5’1.5 | This blog is just for my own motivation/ where I post things I don’t feel comfortable posting on my main
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Getting back into restricting is honestly the best feeling in the world. It makes you feel like you FINALLY have control over yourself again.
eating disorders are crazy cause you can go months and just keep telling ana to fuck off and eat normally, and then all of a sudden eating a meal makes it feel like the world is collapsing around you and you sob over fucking vegetables
Wow I just weighed myself after eating like shit for a week straight and it’s officially that time of night where I have a mental breakdown
just wanna be at the point in life where i can feel my husbands wedding band dig into my neck as he chokes me
“The plain truth, I may as well admit it, is that I’ve never been really right in the head.”
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If the community gets shut down
If we don’t have this space to find comfort
Then thank you to all my followers and know that each and every one of you is beautiful even if you can’t see it yourself.
And I truly do hope for recovery for all of you.
Thank you~❤️
