Getting back into restricting is honestly the best feeling in the world. It makes you feel like you FINALLY have control over yourself again.
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eating disorders are crazy cause you can go months and just keep telling ana to fuck off and eat normally, and then all of a sudden eating a meal makes it feel like the world is collapsing around you and you sob over fucking vegetables
Once you realize the idea of food is better than the reality it becomes so much easier
Wow I just weighed myself after eating like shit for a week straight and it’s officially that time of night where I have a mental breakdown
